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  Her lips against his stopped his words. Stopped thought. She kissed him with all the sweet pleasure and tenderness love could bestow. Alessandro felt it seep into his very bones. He cradled her close and gave back what she offered so unstintingly.

  He loved this woman. Would love her till his dying day. The knowledge was glorious, terrifying and wonderful.

  When eventually they pulled apart a fraction, she whispered, ‘Tell me later. Much later.’

  ‘But it’s important for you to understand.’

  She smiled and his heart stopped.

  ‘And I will, Sandro.’ Alessandro felt his pulse start again, rocketing into life. ‘But it can wait. Nothing is more important than this.’ She cupped his face in her hands and gazed into his eyes. ‘I love you Alessandro Leonardo Daniele Mattani. We’re going to be so happy together.’

  CHAPTER FIFTEEN

  ‘ONCE again, thank you all for your generosity.’ Carys looked across the crowded ballroom, acknowledging smiles from her audience. Relief sighed through her.

  Far from being an unresponsive group, those attending the lunch had embraced her and her chosen charities with disarming enthusiasm.

  ‘And please, when you’ve finished your meal, feel free to come outside and enjoy the fair.’

  At a nod from her, the light curtains covering the series of French doors were pushed aside and the doors flung open.

  On the afternoon breeze, children’s laughter mingled with the sound of music. A fairground had been set up on the lawns and those who would be the recipients of today’s fundraising were enjoying themselves: children. Some from orphanages, some with disabilities and others recuperating from serious illnesses.

  Carys stepped down from the small podium, acknowledging applause from all sides.

  Her gaze kept straying to the tall figure at the back of the room. His nod and smile confirmed what she saw herself. That the lunch and the speech she’d sweated over so long had been successful.

  She guessed he was proud of her. But it was the love in his eyes, clear even from here, that warmed her to the core.

  Walking between the tables took for ever as she stopped to talk to those she knew and others eager to introduce themselves.

  By the time she reached Sandro, Carys felt as if she’d shaken hundreds of hands, answered thousands of questions. And she revelled in it. The guests’ support of the charities she’d chosen touched her heart.

  ‘You’re a natural,’ said a warm voice as she left the final table.

  She stopped, looking up into familiar hooded eyes alive with approval. Sandro took her hand and raised it to his lips. Inevitably she shivered in response and he smiled, recognising the effect he had on her.

  ‘You made them laugh and even made them cry,’ he added. ‘I’ve never seen such unabashed enthusiasm for our fundraising before.’

  Carys looked at Leo, bright-eyed and excited, on his father’s hip. Her heart swelled seeing him so happy. Feeling the bond between the three of them.

  She shrugged. ‘A lot of them are parents. Besides, who wouldn’t want to help those kids and make life a little easier for them?’

  Alessandro gathered her close with his free arm and she went willingly, content to be in her husband’s strong embrace. Content, at last, to be home.

  ‘The hotel industry lost a treasure when you left,’ he murmured. ‘But I’m not giving you back. You make the perfect Contessa Mattani.’ His voice dropped to a low purr. ‘You’re perfect for me, piccolina.’ He lowered his head.

  ‘Sandro,’ she hissed. ‘We can’t! Not here.’

  His response was to kiss her till her bones tingled and she clung to him.

  Some time later she became aware of Leo leaning in for a hug, and sound swelling around them. The sound of laughter and more applause.

  Alessandro looked over her head and waved to their guests, then led her out into the gardens.

  ‘We can’t just leave them,’ she protested.

  ‘Of course we can,’ he assured her. ‘Today is a treat for the local children.’ His gaze dropped to her still-flat stomach, and he smiled, a secret, possessive smile that turned her limbs to jelly.

  ‘Let’s give ours a treat too, before we sneak away for a weekend at our place in the mountains.’ He hitched Leo higher and drew Carys further into the balmy afternoon.

  She went willingly, knowing there was nowhere else on earth she’d rather be.

  * * * * *

  The Secret Baby Bargain

  Melanie Milburne

  About the Author

  From as soon as MELANIE MILBURNE could pick up a pen she knew she wanted to write. It was when she picked up her first Mills & Boon® novel at seventeen that she realised she wanted to write romance. Distracted for a few years by meeting and marrying her own handsome hero, surgeon husband Steve, and having two boys, plus completing a Masters of Education and becoming a nationally ranked athlete (masters swimming), she decided to write. Five submissions later she sold her first book and is now a multi-published, award-winning USA TODAY bestselling author. In 2008 she won the Australian Readers Association’s most popular category/series romance and in 2011 she won the prestigious Romance Writers of Australia R*BY award.

  Melanie loves to hear from her readers via her website www.melaniemilburne.com.au, or on Facebook http://wwwfacebook.com/pages/Melanie-Milburne/351594482609.

  CHAPTER ONE

  ASHLEIGH knew something was wrong as soon as she entered her parents’ house on Friday evening after work.

  ‘Mum?’ She dropped her bag to the floor, her gaze sweeping the hall for her three-, nearly four-year-old son before turning back to her mother’s agitated expression. ‘What’s going on? Where’s Lachlan?’

  Gwen Forrester twisted her hands together, her usually cheerful features visibly contorted with strain. ‘Darling…’ She gave a quick nervous swallow. ‘Lachlan is fine…Your father took him fishing a couple of hours ago.’

  Ashleigh’s frown deepened. ‘Then what on earth is the matter? You look as if you’ve just seen a ghost.’

  ‘I don’t quite know how to tell you this…’ Gwen took her daughter’s hands in hers and gave them a gentle squeeze.

  Ashleigh felt her heart begin to thud with alarm. The last time she’d seen her mother this upset had been when she’d returned from London to deliver her bombshell news.

  Her heart gave another sickening thump and her breathing came to a stumbling halt. Surely this wasn’t about Jake Marriott? Not after all this time…It had been years…four and a half years…

  ‘Mum, come on, you’re really freaking me out. Whatever’s the matter with you?’

  ‘Ashleigh…he’s back.’

  Ashleigh felt the cold stream of icy dread begin to flow through her veins, her limbs suddenly freezing and her stomach folding over in panic.

  ‘He called in a short while ago,’ Gwen said, her soft blue eyes communicating her concern.

  ‘What?’ Ashleigh finally found her voice. ‘Here? In person?’

  ‘Don’t worry.’ Gwen gave her daughter’s hands another reassuring squeeze. ‘Lachlan had already left with your father. He didn’t see him.’

  ‘But what about the photos?’Ashleigh’s stomach gave another savage twist when she thought of the virtual gallery of photographs her parents had set up in the lounge room, each and every one of them documenting their young grandson’s life to date. Then, as another thought hit her like a sledgehammer, she gasped, ‘Oh, my God, what about his toys?’

  ‘He didn’t see anything. I didn’t let Jake past the hallway and I’d already done a clean-up after your father left with Lachlan.’

  ‘Thank God…’ She slipped out of her mother’s hold and sank to the telephone table chair, putting her head in her hands in an attempt to collect her spinning thoughts.

  Jake was back!

  Four and a half lonely heartbreaking years and he was back in Australia.

  Here.

  In Sydney.

  She lif
ted her head from her hands and faced her mother once more. ‘What did he want?’

  ‘He wants to see you,’ Gwen said. ‘He wouldn’t take no for an answer.’

  So that much hadn’t changed, she thought cynically. Jake Marriott was a man well used to getting his way and was often unashamedly ruthless in going about it.

  ‘I can’t see him.’ She sprang to her feet in agitation and began to pace the hall. ‘I just can’t.’

  ‘Darling…’ Her mother’s tone held a touch of gentle but unmistakable reproach. ‘You really should have told him about Lachlan by now. He has a right to know he fathered a child.’

  ‘He has no right!’Ashleigh turned on her mother in sudden anger. ‘He never wanted a child. He made that clear from the word go. No marriage—no kids. That was the deal.’

  ‘All the same, he still should have been informed.’

  Ashleigh drew in a scalding breath as the pain of the past assaulted her afresh. ‘You don’t get it, do you, Mum? Even after all these years you still want to make him out to be the good guy.’ She gave her mother an embittered glance and continued, ‘Well, for your information, if I had told Jake I was pregnant he would’ve steamrollered me into having a termination. I just know he would’ve insisted on it.’

  ‘That choice would have been yours, surely?’ Gwen offered, her expression still clouded with motherly concern. ‘He could hardly have forced you into it.’

  ‘I was barely twenty years old!’ Ashleigh said, perilously close to tears. ‘I was living overseas with a man nine years older than me, for whom I would have done anything. If he had told me to jump off the Tower of London I probably would have done it.’ She let out a ragged breath. ‘I loved him so much…’

  Gwen sighed as she took her daughter in her arms, one of her hands stroking the silky ash-blonde head as she had done for almost all of Ashleigh’s twenty-four years.

  ‘Oh, Mum…’ Ashleigh choked on a sob as she lifted her head. ‘What am I going to do?’

  Gwen put her from her gently but firmly, her inbuilt pragmatism yet again coming to the fore. ‘You will see him because, if nothing else, you owe him that. He mentioned his father has recently passed away. I suppose that’s why he’s returned to Sydney, to put his father’s affairs in order.’

  Ashleigh’s brow creased in a puzzled little frown as she followed her mother into the kitchen. When she’d asked Jake about his family in the past he’d told her that both his parents were dead. During the time they’d been together he had rarely spoken of his childhood and had deliberately shied away from the topic whenever she’d probed him. She’d put it down to the grief he must have felt at losing both his parents so young.

  Why had he lied to her?

  ‘Did he say where he was staying?’ she asked as she dragged out one of the breakfast bar stools in the kitchen and sat down.

  Gwen busied herself with filling the kettle as she answered. ‘At a hotel at the moment, but I got the impression he was moving somewhere here on the North Shore.’

  She stared at her mother in shock. ‘That close?’

  ‘I’m afraid so,’ Gwen said. ‘You’re going to have a hard time keeping Lachlan’s existence a secret if he ends up living in a neighbouring suburb.’

  Ashleigh didn’t answer but her expression communicated her worry.

  ‘You really have no choice but to see him and get it over with,’ Gwen said as she handed her a cup. ‘Anyway, for all you know he might have changed.’

  Ashleigh bit back a snort of cynicism. ‘I don’t think people like Jake Marriott ever change. It’s not in their nature.’

  ‘You know you can be pretty stubborn yourself at times, Ashleigh,’ her mother chided. ‘I know you’ve needed to be strong to be a single mother, but sometimes I think you chop off your nose to spite your face. You should have been well and truly married by now. I don’t know why poor Howard puts up with it, really I don’t.’

  Ashleigh rolled her eyes, gearing herself up for one of her mother’s lectures on why she should push the wedding forward a few months. Howard Caule had made it more than clear that he wanted to bring up Lachlan as his own, but every time he’d tried to set a closer date for their wedding she’d baulked. She still wasn’t entirely sure why.

  ‘You do love him, don’t you, Ashleigh?’

  ‘Who?’ She looked at her mother blankly.

  ‘Howard,’ Gwen said, her expression shadowed with a little frown. ‘Who else?’

  Ashleigh wasn’t sure how to answer.

  She cared for Howard, very deeply, in fact. He’d been a wonderful friend to her—standing by her while she got back on her feet, offering her a part-time position as a buyer for his small chain of antique stores. But as for love…Well, she didn’t really trust such volatile feelings any more. It was much safer for her to care for people in an affectionate, friendly but slightly distant manner.

  ‘Howard understands I’m not quite ready for marriage,’ she said. ‘Anyway, he knows I want to wait until Lachlan settles into his first year at school before I disrupt his life with any further changes to his routine.’

  ‘Are you sleeping with him?’

  ‘Mum!’ Ashleigh’s face flamed with heated colour.

  Gwen folded her arms across her chest. ‘You’ve known Howard for over three years. How long did you know Jake before you went to bed with him?’

  Ashleigh refused to answer; instead she sent her mother a glowering look.

  ‘Three days, wasn’t it?’ Gwen asked, ignoring her daughter’s fiery glare.

  ‘I’ve learnt my lesson since then,’ Ashleigh bit out.

  ‘Darling, I’m not lecturing you on what’s right and wrong.’ She gave a deep and expressive sigh. ‘I just think you might be better able to handle seeing Jake again if things were a little more permanent in your relationship with Howard. I don’t want to see you hurt all over again.’

  ‘I won’t allow Jake to hurt me again,’ Ashleigh said with much more confidence than she had any hope of feeling. ‘I will see him but that’s all. I can’t possibly tell him about Lachlan.’

  ‘But surely Lachlan has the right to meet his father at some point? If Jake stays in Sydney for any length of time you will have no choice but to tell him of his son’s existence. Imagine what he would think if he were to find out some other way.’

  ‘I hate to disillusion you, Mum, but this is one thing Jake will never budge on. He would be absolutely furious to find out he had a son. I just know it. It was one of the things we argued about the most.’ She bit her lip as the memory of their bitter parting scored her brutally, before she continued. ‘He would be so angry…so terribly angry…’

  Gwen reached into her pocket and handed Ashleigh a card. ‘He left this card so you can contact him. He’s staying at a hotel in the city. He apparently wants some work done on his father’s house before he moves in. I think it would be wise to see him on neutral territory.’

  Ashleigh looked down at the card in her hand, her stomach clenching painfully as she saw his name printed there in silver writing.

  Jake Marriott CEO Marriott Architecture.

  She lifted her gaze back to her mother, resignation heavy in her tone. ‘Will you and Dad be all right with minding Lachlan if I go now?’

  Gwen gave her a soft smile. ‘That’s my girl. Go and get it over with, then you can get on with your life knowing you did the right thing in the end.’

  Ashleigh stood outside the plush city hotel half an hour later and wondered if she was even in her right mind, let alone doing the right thing. She hadn’t rung the mobile number printed on Jake’s business card to inform him of her intention to see him. She told herself it was because she didn’t want him to have the advantage of preparing himself for her arrival, but deep down she knew it had more to do with her own cowardice.

  In the end she had to wait for him, because the reception desk attendant refused to give Jake’s room number without authorisation from him first.

  She decided against si
tting on one of the comfortablelooking leather sofas in the piano lounge area and took a stool at the bar instead, perching on the edge of it with a glass of soda water in her hand, which she knew she’d never be able to swallow past the lump of dread blocking her throat.

  As if she could sense his arrival, she found her gaze tracking towards the bank of lifts, his tall unmistakable figure stepping out of the far right one, every scrap of air going out of her lungs as he came into full view.

  She knew she was staring at him but just couldn’t help it. In four and a half years he had not changed other than to look even more devastatingly handsome.

  His imposing height gave him a proud, almost aristocratic bearing and his long lean limbs displayed the physical evidence of his continued passion for endurance sports. His clothes hung on his frame with lazy grace; he had never been the designer type but whatever he wore managed to look top of the range regardless. His wavy black hair was neither long nor short but brushed back in a careless manner which could have indicated the recent use of a hairbrush; however she thought it was more likely to have been the rake of his long tanned fingers that had achieved that just-out-of-bed look.

  She was surprised at how painful it was to look at him again.

  She’d known every nuance of his face, her fingers had traced over every hard contour of his body, her gentle touch lingering over the inch-long scar above his right eyebrow, her lips kissing him in every intimate place, and yet as he strode towards her she felt as if she had never known him at all.

  He had simply not allowed her to.

  ‘Hello, Ashleigh.’

  Ashleigh had trouble disguising her reaction to his deep voice, the smooth velvet tones with just a hint of an English accent woven through it. How she had longed to hear it over the years!

  ‘Hello.’ She met his dark eyes briefly, hoping he wouldn’t see the guilt reflected in hers at the thought of what she had kept hidden from him for all this time.